Good Morning Saturday. How you let me in dreams until 8:32 ante meridian!
Two hours have past/passed.
A little Laundry, Cleaning Up after the Cats, and kitchen.
A quick Guided Meditation and my newest Cat sleeping on top of me.
George Michael on the speakers, and me, on fire.
I have my Regular Therapy Session at 12p.m., and I am not really wanting to talk much.
My body hurts and when my physical is in this much hurt, I’m disconnected mentally from what I need to fix.
I am invited to my first
MC Party today.
I was going to find something very cheap to wear, but had no time this week *(On my Lunch Break).
I really want to attend.
But, it’s an hour drive, I’ve spent $150.00 on Gas Alone these past two weeks with my last Check being on the 15th. *(Eleven hours short due to being Terminated).
I’m exhausted from Driving, I don’t have the proper attire, and Finances.
Yet, I find myself wanting to go.
I missed my Therapy Session due to falling into a strange sleep.
I awoke a few hours later, exhausted.
I thought about running an errand or two, but the heat was killer and I just wanted to sleep *(I didn’t know why).
So, I just listened to the new Nine Inch Nails Album, then later, Unknown Pleasures and Substance, a Collection of Joy Division’s Music “1977-1980.”
I was preparing mentally for my Saturday Night Plans, hoping to see my neighbor before she moves. *(Nope).
I must be a wretched person.
I asked a Co-Worker to hang, but she’s too busy.
Even my Parents forgot about coming down this Saturday *(Next Saturday they can’t. Too busy).
The Usual aspect of my sunset that turns quickly to a melancholy darkness.