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The Zealous Effect

Tuesday Blues.

2018 Equinox.

Almost Twilight.

What A Day…

Meetings, Educating, Fighting These Infections (Sinus and Ear Infection…Not Winning This One).

Tired.

So, I could say

Strike 4.

Once again, disappointment, deception, crossing the line occurred, but I’ll leave it closed.

I’m exhausted from it all.

The only man worth caring about is Dead, so let’s leave it at that.

My New Book arrived today

the five people you meet in heaven by Mitch Albom.

I’m almost finished with tuesdays with Morrie, so I’m looking forward to this read. *I have a few more books in my Purchase Line:

1. Starfish

2. Educated

And a few others (all Non-fiction as I write/have small Published and will largely Publish soon).

Today, I started my Process of Certification in the State of Michigan.

I just feel, this is where I’m supposed to be.

Detroit.

I start the process with:

Michigan Online Educator Certification System.

If everything plays on track, I can complete and receive paperwork in two months.

Time.

Something I need.

I’m enthusiastic, overwhelmed, but passionate.

It’s who I am.

And I know Change in many forms will occur with this shift, Chapter in my life.

I just need to focus, fit all of the pieces together, become awakened from the darkness that I’ve been carrying since 03302015 and September 9, 2016.

Detachment.

What’s most important is yes, my Disability, but I need to leave

For good.

And the future is conscious, calling to me.

Being in a commitment is still apart of me that would be kind, fitting.

But, I have met too many cruel souls the last few months and I do not need comfort in knowing that’s what I deserve.


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