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Love Matchbox

I thought it happened.

Connection.

At last.

I met someone on a suggested Social Media/Networking Platform.

The “Girl” has to message the “Guy” first.

Well, that was a turn-off instantly.

Guys take forever to respond, and I cannot stand games.

I’m up-front, honest, direct.

I don’t have the time or luxury for bullshit.

So, I message a few potetional gentlemen.

Nothing. *(They have 24 hours to respond).

Then, yesterday at 7:58a.m a Message!

One of my kind!

*Obvisiouly, I had to message him first.

We messaged each other on/off for most of the day. Then again until the late evening.

We eventually spoke on the real telephone! *(He had his young daughter, so I understood).

We spoke for 1 Hour and 19 minutes.

Everything was going smooth until the end.

Awkwardness and then he said he was half asleep (it was 11:24p.m), and didn’t want to fall asleep on me. He ended with “I’ll text you some time tomorrow.”

Not a good sign.

Some time.

So, I woke up early and sent a GoodMorning Text with a little afterward.

He did respond, but it was not with the same enthusiasm from yesterday.

I am doomed forever to walk this planet alone.

I don’t get it, nor understand it.

If you are feeling someone why the shift?

I’m tired of it all.

“So long, I’ve been looking too hard, I’ve been waiting too long. Sometimes I don’t know what I will find. I only know if it’s a matter of time. Foreigner

NO.

Well, it ought to be easy ought to be simple enough, yeah
Man meets woman and they fall in love
But the house is haunted and the ride gets rough
And you’ve got to learn to live with what you can’t rise above
If you want to ride on down, down in through this tunnel of love.” Bruce Springsteen

YES.

It should be easy, simplistic to meet someone. Why does everything have to be fire and empty burns?

You see me. With all my passion and yearn for another like me is infinitely nowhere, void.


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