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‘The Final Cut’

“Every year is getting shorter, never seem to find the time
Plans that either come to naught or half a page of scribbled lines
Home, home again
very year is getting shorter, never seem to find the time
Plans that either come to naught or half a page of scribbled lines
I like to be here when I can
When I come home cold and tired
It’s good to warm my bones beside the fire
Far away, across the field
The tolling of the iron bell
Calls the faithful to their knees
To hear the softly spoken magic spell.” PF

The Doctor Is looking for
Specifically:
1.Neurological Sarcoidosis
2. Multiple Scelorsis
3.Pheriphal Neuropathy
4.Shy- Dragers Syndrome(the worst of the worst).
Girl, you have four more spots on your brain from two months ago.
What can we do?

There is no
Starting over, being re-born.
You have it all.
The Genetics of a dead woman.

Is this why you read
Sylvia Plath, Attila Jozsef, A. Alvarez, Anne Sexton?
Something to fulfill your rehearsal of time of death?
But, they weren’t sick.
*With the exception of Attila’s Schizophrenia, their bodies were all filled with bloom.
You tried Suicide three times and failed.

How many times have you listened to that Record?
Since you were young?
Hoping that one day a different cord would speak to you, opening your mind letting you out of your medical madness.
Not going to happen girl.
There will always be a dark side of the moon and you will forever be sick and die young no matter how you beg and plea for a chance at life, an extension of what was and could never be.

Rage on, until the end. Survive the flight because this is your final cut.

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