I was diagnosed with
Severe Social Anhedonia.
I did not tell anyone until last week.
What is Anhedonia?
”Social anhedonia is defined as a trait-like disinterest in social contact and is characterized by social withdrawal and decreased pleasure in social situations.
This characteristic typically manifests as an indifference to other people.”
I don’t know how to say it any other way.
” Should I fall out of love, my fire in the light; To chase a feather in the wind? Within the glow that weaves a cloak of delight, There moves a thread that has no end.
For many hours and days that pass ever soon, The tides have caused the flame to dim. At last the arm is straight, the hand to the loom; Is this to end or it just begin?” Led Zeppelin
My future Brain Surgery is needed due to Left Occipital Nerve Damage.
Mental Health, and the lack of joy, would not bring upon surgical rainbows.