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Excuses For The Dead

Good Morning Lovelies.

I awoke with bladder pressure and a 15 pound Tux whimpering at my feet.

I return to work today.
Honesty?
I am somewhat ready.
But, I’ll never be completely satisfied until the Big Move.

What am I listening to?
NPR.
An excellent(and familiar) Topic.
How human nature can condition itself outside internal trauma.
NPR’s example:
”Britain during WWII.
The average citizen became ‘accustomed’ to German Bombings.”

How do we extract ourselves from continuous trauma?
This is a question people ask me OFTEN.

I feel I have to offer an excuse for my life, as if it’s all a mistake.
How can someone with so many health problems function day to day?

Well, as I drink my 1.5 Via Italian Coffee with Vanilla Bean, stirring in lotus position, neck in hand, exhausted, and alive.

That’s it.
I open my eyes.

“and I told myself — as I’ve told myself before — that the body shuts down then the pain gets too bad, that consciousness is temporary, that this will pass. But just like always, I didn’t slip away. I was left on the shore with the waves washing over me, unable to drown.” ― John Green

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